everyone's always sharing their best smoothie recipe. i'm sharing my worst. invented this morning, it included salad cress, lemon thyme, pomegranate, some leftover green gooseberries from last night's caramel sauce fest, three cherry tomatoes and water. i drank it all, but... i wouldn't recommend this combination. they were all stuff that needed to be consumed fast, that's all.
i have to go back to the city tonight and i'm nervous for some reason. even though the sewer trouble here has made things almost unbearable, there's this reluctance to leave. probably because everything is up in the air in a way, and my plans were so abruptly shuffled into confusion. and i have lots to do in a short time today, and i keep procrastinating like mad... (hello blog! hello online games!)
next month i have an opportunity to try raku ceramics and tomorrow i'm supposed to start making whatever i plan to fire later. i imagined leisurely looking for inspiration, sketching and planning. but the week just flew by. one night i had another nightmare where my belongings had been scattered all over by the wind (it was really stormy all night) and the roof of our house had collapsed. i woke up with lactic acid in my arm muscles from all the tension. other than the bad ones, i dream about my games... items and how to get them, organizing my stash, random things... stressful nights.
speaking of games, today i left my green farm for a moment, and while i was gone an anonymous had fertilized my organic carrots and harvested my one single corn that i was holding onto. i felt violated. i had no idea someone can even do that! and of course i had animals to pet and a supersize pumpkin that actually needs other players' fertilizer to grow, but did the mystery visitor touch those? no. now i just feel weird about the whole game. i don't want my things touched, especially behind my back. i'm a territorial control freak, okay? that's why i play those games, to have control over something.
so all in all, i'm a little edgy. but at least i get to wash my hair tonight, finally.
