04 December 2009


* snow is a winter's joy *


i should be feeling it. it's the first real snow day. but i'm like the cyclames out on the balcony, frozen through. the appearance is intact. life, however,
is gone.

i only bought the flowers on monday, thinking it would rain from here on eternally. that's the kind of fatally misguided assumptions i am prone to making in general.

enjoying the small things in life is a sign that everything will be okay in the end, i was told. but between enjoying those small things and merely recognizing them as such, there is a gaping difference.