04 December 2010


snow up to the knees almost! i just want to roll around in it, dive in and disappear.

i don't know why i put dried cranberry in my yogurt yesterday, when i've got fresh ones in the fridge. i'm so absent-minded.  i forget things that are right in front of my nose. but i can't forget what i've lost. that's where my mind still is. across the atlantic, years ago.

the ocean was unreal, inky blue moonlit infinity, waves so tiny below. incredible. i wish that plane had never landed, but kept on flying through that winter night forever and ever.