the clouds today were so strange, like waves of really runny whipped cream. i wonder what kind of weather they will bring... spring-like and stormy is my guess. i'm dreading march already. it's my least favourite month, a season of nothing, just sitting there between winter and spring. and this year, for the first time ever, i've been dreaming of a trip somewhere warm. like tahiti...
today was spent first cleaning out the closet (arranged one shelf and placed one t-shirt in the donate bag...) and then desperately trying to arrange the impossible tetris of my apartment. i have scale models of furniture cut out for planning purposes. i've been doing this for years, since i was living at home. as you can see, my place is on the small side, and the three items on the right are what i'm supposed to get rid of somehow. now, imagine them where the rest of the stuff is, and you'll have an idea what kind of maze i'm living in. the above arrangement is what i'm trying to accomplish before i have to move out. i'm not sure if it can be done... those three outcasts hold about a third of my belongings. overwhelmed is a nicer word for how i feel about this.
and no, i don't have a television. but when i did, it was sitting on top of a stool that size so that is why one square says tv. soon i'll have to cut a little circle that says 'raw'. i can't wait... to paint!
here's something i'm making... i never usually post work in progress type of things, but this photo turned out to be kind of a self portrait. i didn't think about it until i had shot it. it's kind of revealing. and a bit disturbing.
i'm sorry i don't have any pretty pictures today. those whipped cream skies lit up nothing. and i'm in a bad mood anyway. at least i found the woolly tights i bought for winter, finally... i should put them on and go out tomorrow, buy some real food instead of the foamy fluff i've sustained myself on for the past days. there are four chocolate-covered 'kisses' left... i don't even want to think about it...
